overdosed....

YOU: your smile was the light to my darkness, and the healing of every wound ive ever obtained in life. just hearing your voice, melted all my problems away, and brought joy and happiness. i cannot let go of the softness of your lips against mines, as i always needed them for everything ticking second, every passing minute, every waking hour. i never knew what love really felt like, until you graced my presnece. you were the oxygen, pumping strong in my soul allowing the blood to flow through my heart, bleeding love for you. you were my gate way drug to love, life and happiness. but, somewhere, somehow i abused you, miss used you.... i couldnt stop. i needed you to survive. nothing, mattered anymore, not even myself. for as long as i had a hit of you, id survive. as time went by, my pulse slowed down, beep............. beep............ beep.............. as i reached for you again, you werent there. i went into panic mode, sweating, heaving, crying, screaming..... looking up, eyes drenched in tears you are reaching for me, guiding me to you. gazing your lips across mines, i grab you inter wining our bodies as one. my pulse speeds up, BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP............ something doesnt feel right, im shaking uncontrollably, eyes twitching, pulse racing. im trapped in hell. and what i thought was a hit a love, was a hit of lies, lust, and illusions. my hard punches turn into, weak slaps. its too late to turn the heads of time, as I OVERDOSE ON YOU.....