Sunday, October 11, 2009

the best i never had....

as i sit and actually listen to the lyrics of Best I Ever had by Drake, my mind always seems to go a rollercoaster ride of thoughts as my body goes on a drug trip of emotions. Seems, like everyone is jumping on the Drake band wagon, but I truly understand what he is saying in his song. ive never been the one to compare someone to another, because in life everyone brings something different to the table, but with you i cant help it. and the funny thing is, youre the best i never had. hmmmm, where to begin? her friendship, her friendship i value, as i do all. but it doesnt add up or compare to yours. with you there is no care in the world. im at ease, relaxed and in a utopian world where its only you and i and nothing or no one else matters. i hate to leave you, but secretly crave for the next time i will see you, because i know it will be better than the last time we shared moments together. her eyes, well her eyes are just that nothing more, nothing less. but your eye, your eyes are captivationg, breathing taking and always leave me speechless. when i look into your eyes im no longer on planet earth. im far beyond the 8 plants in the solar system and swimming in a milky way of love as your eyes drain the lust i have for you. her smile, her smile is ok, and even me saying that, is giving it too much credit. but your smile, your smile brings a warmth in my soul, a feeling of empowerment. id do a million silly things or do something so embarassing just to be blessed with your smile. as it was your smile that made me fall in love with you. her kiss, her kiss was rushed, no feelings felt and bland. but, your kiss left me breathless, free, light. i felt as if i was a bird soaring high in the sky with no particular place to go, but flying just because. her words, well they go in one ear and out the other. but your words, your words are capturing and alluring as if it was Talib Kweli's Talk to You (Lil' Darlin) demanding my attention at all times. her touch, her touch is ragid, rough, and not the worthy of being in contact with mines. but your touch, your touch releases love, emotion, and soothes me inside out. her being, is just that a being just like the other 6.7 billion people in the world. but you, youre extraordinary, one of a kind and a diamond in the rough. but, how can my mind hold up all of the qualities of you if ive yet to experience them? so, as Drake says at the end of Best I Ever Had that its the type of song you dedicate for that special somebody, i dedicate this to [YOU]. THE BEST I NEVER HAD....

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